Some thoughts- but today wasn't that horrible

I woke up and wasn't as sick- musinex seems to be working! so thats good- and i got my CAD done on time! thats definately good.. but hopefully we're done with that file set because its getting way to huge for my computer to handle... anywho- went to drafting- got frustrated... i hate to draw! especially getting graded on it.. im no good and no matter how long i take on a project- it still looks messy :( i just have my own style and most of the time it works.. and its not like anyone elses. which eventually i think will pay off- only if people notice that there is quality beneath the mess... *lightbulb* i might be getting upset with drafting messy because i am so worried about keeping my stuff clean and my apartment clean.. yeah.. how do i fix that paradox?

ok so back to it- CAD, drafting, then the bike to band and that went relatively good! short, got let out early, didnt get killed by the flower osilate drill ;)  then dinner, talked some with kc and amanda, then stopped by at jessica and talked. hopefully get to take a look at the house soon. :) and now back at the apmt waiting for the office to come on at 9 :) im glad to be getting the chance to go home with weekend though, i really miss my dog, home.  Im worried about the game this weeknd though- whether I'll be healthy enough to safely make it thru the whole game day experiance.. its really taxing even when your not sick, i am dreading saturday.

i might be done for today..

p.s. im going to be using this as a tool for me more than anything else. a tool to see my thoughts and how my mood forms. so yeah- if you expected something else...im not really sorry.