Since last thursday...

I'm un-usually ok all of a sudden.. writing here might have actually worked.
Friday was productive. and Saturday wasn't as horrible as it could've been- the weather was amazing and the show went really well, and was home in Clarkston for dinner and celebrated my mom's bday early :) . Sunday was relaxed and great. And Monday was ok- test went ok in textiles, didn't go to drafting lecture, but that's was alright, and got an email from Madden that told us that there was not evening rehearsal that night and none on the Friday of this week! AND that also meant that I could watch HOUSE Monday night! so I did. Had to cancel going to dinner at Case with Amanda and Kaycee-sorry :-\ I had dinner with Genevieve at Snyder-Phillips (also with Damon, Tom and Robert). I hadn't seen Genevieve in over a week.. I miss seeing her every day.. :( like a lot.. her and Jessica both. :( well after having to accept the fact that we were finished with dinner and had to leave Genevieve to keep working on HW, we went back to Shaw and I watched some 'Smash' ;) and then had to convince the guys to turn on House at 8pm. Closely followed was a great Tuesday- didn't go to Interior Environments class at 8.. eh oh well- and then had a nice breakfast, showered and then went to the store for Beth- she got sick at work :( -then to drafting- introduced the last project before the final project. what a relief. then band- which went from 4:30-5:30. then back to Vanhoosen for dinner- chili sauce chicken yum :) and now waiting till Rachel T's bible study trip to insomnia cookies! :D in about 30mins.....so all in all I just havn't really been thinking about anything at all, which could be keeping my grounded? and I'm trying to find better ways to quietly keep up with my values/thoughts on how one should live on their own, it might be better that way for my roommates, because odds of my killing them might be less. I just know better for next time i hope.
Beth is reading her journal from high school time- and Im in a lot of them.. its weird to think about how i lived then without really thinking about college or life beyond that at all.. i wish that were always possible but im not sure if i would even be able to appreciate it now.. ya know? I'd proabably find a way to think about something-anything too much.. this was a random tangent- and i dont care about it that much enough to mention..hmm..
anywho- for now- im just thinkin about how i can get better grades than the already mind blowing change from last fall's 2.5 high. (right now i have about 3.6-3.7 average for this semester...) :)

so thats it- not to depressed which is great to realize :)